April 19 – 25
I had a usual week — all work! The highlight was I missed only 2 devotional mornings. And the birthday of the boss on the 22nd which find me very busy. Though we only prepared food for a heavy snack yet the work was heavy. 
I am not so emotionally feeling good the whole week. Myeyes and heart cried often left me sleepless- as i become so worried about the future in my work and the future of my daughter and my future as well. I was not thinking of regrets but i was more thinking of what i should do yet there are choices but sort of am in a situation that i have no choice. At some points i can’t help to think of the what if’s but the feeling of “i can make it no matter what” is really strong so after crying, i have a good sleep.
Friday was a quick day. I went to my pedicurista before 4 yet she got 4 customers in line so i have to come back for her services. I ended up coming home past 7 in the evening. So late but my foot feels so good. I haven’t done any pedi for more than a month. So i sacrifice 2 kilos of rice for my family for a pedi or else i will end up having a minor fix at the ER. right? So thinking of that — it makes me feel less guilty. lol! I was still able to watch Betty La Fea. After a very dramatic season, the ending was not dramatic anymore. Good thing they show to the public the behind the scenes moments so i ended up laughing while doing also plurking.
Today was a usual Saturday. Was at church in the morning (the weather was awful hot) that the 4 huge aircons inside the church was not enough. Afternoon was spent in sleeping. It feels great. It’s been quite sometime i haven’t done sleeping straight.
I did not come online the whole day. I even have to disconnect the modem from the pc so that my daughter cannot use the pc. I have to do that just to cut up our electricity as i have a freaking more than a thousand electric bill this month. So that’s one way to save. Right?
Tomorrow — 6 am appointment at the children’s park for the marathon events and i think i will report to work after that.
This is all for now and i hope everyone is enjoying their week-end! Til tomorrow, guys! Dimple is now asking me for her 1 hour here. So am off to go.
Check out Yen’s blog, she might have her weekly round-up posted.
LINKY LOVE TO THE FIRST COMMENTATOR:
Sometimes it helps to cry to pour out our emotions. There are also choices we have to do or not do. You have to be strong and sound, to make the right decision. Be brave, you can do it!
That is a stressful week! I understand how it feels when you sense that there is no security around… for life, for the future. Life is getting more and more difficult these days, especially if you have children and you know that you are a responsible parent… Irresponsible parents don’t care any way.
@ Mommy E — that last line lagi ba — makatulo jud akong luha. bwahahahaa huhuhu bitaw. Thanks for the inspiring words. Kaya ko to!
@ Webbielady — thank you for the understanding thoughts.
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