New Chapter No More

I’ve mentioned it a bit in my previous posts that am off to a new chapter in my life.  The other day i went out to check the place where me and my daughter is going to stay.  Good place though there’s no exact place for the kitchen although there is already a provision that a kitchen area will be made up in the 4th floor for dean and assistant perusal.  I thought that i would recommend zero radius sinks because of its durability and its classic look as one department used it for their laboratory. I was in high mood when i checked out the place but i still have one question in mind. I talked with the concern individual but she got no answer for me but promised that she can give me the answer the next day.

Next day came (yesterday morning) and it was not a good news. I cried for being a bit disappointed. I cried for disappointing a good person. Yet i feel relieved and happy that i stood my grounds to stand up to what i truly feel.  I cried tons.  But after crying i feel so light. :)

I hate disappointing people so i tend to say yes even though i really want to say no — so just not to hurt people’s feelings. Ive been there many times in the past years and it turned out that am the one who is hurt the most. So this time, I want to be more mature and to be able to stand up to what i truly feel — so that was the result.

Am not making a move anymore. No new chapter anymore.

Flower </p> <p>Dividers

LINKY LOVE TO THE FIRST COMMENTATOR:

Sheng

5 Comments

  • By Sheng, June 10, 2009 @ 6:03 pm

    All seasons are beautiful for the person who carries happiness within…

  • By Kerslyn, June 11, 2009 @ 12:01 am

    hay, i thought new chapter na jud. anyway, just stand firm in what you believe is right Mommy. Lisod kaau mag-compromise. :-)

  • By Ebie, June 11, 2009 @ 11:09 am

    I think you sacrifice too much to please others.

  • By admin, June 11, 2009 @ 12:08 pm

    @K — mo copromise baya pud ko usahay basta am sure it makes me happy but this case is different…so wala nalang jud ko ni compromise. :)

  • By admin, June 11, 2009 @ 12:10 pm

    @Mommy — haiii life lagi..but am now at the age na am thinking jud na it’s good to do things happily than do things na bug-at sa buot. diba?

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