If you love something, let it go. If it comes back to you, its yours forever. If it dosent, then it was never meant to be. — Anonymous
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The couple that fights the most is the one most in love… it shows they care enough to notice the other one screwed up and care enough to mention it to the person so they can fix it. When you stop fighting it means you stopped caring. — Shawna Waltemyer
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Give her two red roses, each with a note. The first note says For the woman I love and the second, For my best friend. — Anonymous
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Women wish to be loved not because they are pretty, or good, or well bred, or graceful, or intelligent, but because they are themselves. — Henri Frederic Amiel
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To the world you are one person, but to one person you are the world. – Unknown
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Friends will keep you sane, Love could fill your heart, A lover can warm your bed, But lonely is the soul without a mate. — Anonymous
Silence.
No words.
You let go of me?
No words.
Yet i felt it.
For now, all are just speculations.
But it’s all the same.
Communication was already dead.
I tried moving on.
But last night i realized i have not yet moved on
Even a bit because i have not yet let go.
I have promised i won’t let go.
You promised you won’t ever let me go no matter what
But i guess you are.
Am not letting you go (as promised)
BUT AM JUST MOVING ON.
It’s now time to move on.
Thank you for the 5 years.
They were long 5 years.
Happy and challenging 5 years.
…
Am just here.
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Am so tired now. Am drained emotionally and physically.
Got a long list of day’s activities.
I wanna sleep now and sleep forever.
I am posting wanted because the quiz results told said that “i can date again” or “i am ready to date again” is what it exactly said. So if you think you are single as divorce or widower, above 40 but not more than 60 (lols), with or without kids, non smoker, non drinker, no vices, loves life in all it’s aspect, believes in God –then contact me. Ask a friend for my number. I will be waiting for your text or call…opsss email will do. hahaha
Anyway, just posted this to wake me up. Am tired and sleepy eh and am at work. There’s no harvest at my farm. All are to be harvested tomorrow yet. 
I scrapped -
credits
Yesterday’s work.
Am having a blue day. As in. Cried to sleep last night and even now if speak, tears still fall.
I will wish everyone a good week-end. Wish me a nice one, too. Haiii…Thanks.
Slept very late because after i dc i declutter my bedroom especially my bed. hahahaa so i ended up sleeping around 2 am. When morning came, i wish to sleep longer but sleep ran away as i was feeling alert. Maybe because am thinking that today is the last day of the year 2008. Isn’t that great?
Am not going to cook a lot today not because we don’t ahve anything to cook. But my mom just felt that we will just have a very simple bueno noches by just eating some fruits and the biko. So right now, we are doing the latik while the we are cooking the pilit. Am sure in two hours the biko is reading for cooling and by dinner time tonight it’s ready for eating. So am goingto eat some after setting aside a small mound for my sister.
After breakfast, i started the movie of Piolo Pascual and Donita Rose, 9 Mornings. It was a nice Christmas movie. We have it paused around 5 times because while Dimple and i are watching movie, my mom was very busy dusting, wiping with wet cloth the top of the lockers and also the windows and decluttering dimple’s stuff. It’s new year, you know…so it’s like we always have this kind of cleaning every before New yaer comes.
We are done with lunch. I let dimple cooked some pancit canton and i also include in it a handful of spring beans so am full now. It’s good time for sleeping but i decided to check my mailboxes for some assignments. Glad i checked coz i found one. Thank be to God. It sounds promising, you know. One is better than zero.
Gift giving is not yet over. Though Christmas day is past, some people are still giving gifts this new year. Caroling does not even stop until the Three Kings. After that, just a couple more weeks Valentines will be around so another time of gift giving. My wish this time from my guy is a nice ladies watch so am introducing him to Nixon watches so that he can order online and the delivery be done before the Heart’s Day. I hope he will be a generous guy this time so that he will not be tagged as as the “imaginary guy only.” He knows i call him that and he does not like it. Oh i love checkign out these watches these days. There are so many savy, cute, and trendy watches for ladies. HOpe i will get one by February.
Am off now because the smell of the sweetened latik is so tempting.
Happy New year everyone, will post the last half of the 31st if not later tonight after midnight then first thing tomorrow when i wake up.
Take care everyone and happy celebrating in meeting the new year. Be safe, too!
NOVEMBER 7 -Do you celebrate anniversaries? How? In all my relationships (i think except the man i married) anniversaries are special dates. If time does can’t let us have a celebration, special greetings will do like anniv cards and maybe a candy or two will go along with it. In my current LO, for our first 2 years, i was still in China, the anniversary is being celebrated with cakes and wine and pasta. And i buy lots of flowers too and we celebrate it together – he inside the pc screen and me on the table, tasting the wine and eating some of the cakes. I eat half of the cake and put away in the ref half of it and freeze them til he makes it to China. Sadly he did not, so that frozen cake was thrown away from some months. lol! Now that am back in my homeland and he is still out there, we just greet each other and when we have the chance to meet in real – we celebrate all the special dates in our relationship (pakyawan).
OCTOBER 31
If there’s one greatest gift that you ever received in your life, what is that? My mom. The mom i have. She may not be perfect, but i am so proud and thankful that she is my mom or else i won’t be here blogging and answering this meme question and having children that calls me mommy because am “really” their mom.
OCTOBER 24
Were you taught and trained to do the household chores at a very young age? If yes, would you implement the same to your children? Yes, we were or I am. Am the eldest i have to learn earlier that in my elementary years, i can be a doting mom to my siblings because my mom is a working mom. hehehe. I can remember we have house-hold assignment list pasted in one of the corners of the kitchen that we have to do it before going to school in the morning and beofre eating dinner in the evening. I thought that time i got a devil mom because she let us work hard while other kids in the neighborhood play and play. But later at 14 when me and my sister were off to a boarding school and we have to cook our food, i did well. I have to fed my sister for 4 years in boarding school and my bro for 2 years. Would i implement to my children? I do want to but my kid is now at a situation where almost everyone will do things for her, especially the grandma. I even mused to myself how come my mom was not able to train my child well when it comes to household chores, when she had done her best when me myself and my siblings were still young. oh well, i’d like to blame it on grandmahood. hehehe. Dimple is still not good in washing clothes even her undies and socks. She can’t arranged her clothes well nor fold them very well like i want to. But for cooking rice, as long as she measures water and rice well, she goes along fine. She can sweep the floor too.
Sounds corny but i just want to share a composition of Eduardo Reston:
It could have been us
Guess it wasn’t meant to be.
I’m not for you.
YOu’re not for me.
Adam’s cupid arrow flew straight
True, like a living, flying wrath
But instead my heat it hit my liver
I should have taken cover
May I should have loved you better
So I wouldn’t be here imitating bad weather
Or maybe i should’ve written better love letter
Filled it with feelings instead of iambic pentameter
Bitter love or is it cruel fate?
i’m still thinking of you as of late
I’m still here crying
It’s still you I’m loving
Wishing on stars until morning
My life’s a cycle it’s becoming boring
I should really stop my cuss
And quit dreaming that it could have been us
Am back at work and everyone’s question to each other is: how’s the vacation? or how’s the holiday? where did you spend your long week-end? etcetera etcetera.
Well, i just spent mine at home and surely it’s like i looked double than i was last week. I had the luxury of taking naps anytime i want. I have the luxury of sleeping late as much as i want. Though i only watched 3 movies but I also finished watching the whole series of Three Dads and One Mom. I spent quality time with my mom and my daughter. Yesterday afternoon, the 3 of us find ourselves relaxing in the bamboo sofa outside or door. They day yesterday was less hot compared to the past days. In some parts of the country is rainy but I dunno why we don’t have here at our area. But even then it was a good long week-end.
September is gone yet if i have to evaluate it, it was a good month. Though the opps was not that much but my winnings was added blessings. I think i had 3 winnings this month, the bday contest at chikai’s Blog, and also the top posted for the month of August at Yen’s blog, then also the 2nd slot as the highest poster at PPF. I didn’t have personal budget for my daughter’s bday but there are many of you out there who became my angels in disguise that the bday was memorable for my girl. Dimple was sick but was medicated this month. Am happy for that. Mom was hospitalized too but glad she discharged ok in spite of the high reading of her Lipid profile. All these things made me really smile and whisper word of thanks to Him up there. He’s been so good.
Am sure He is so great to each of you out there, too!
Note at the back: Arlene, we haven’t met in person but i know I have a good friend in yuo; and same witht he rest of our circle of friends. Thank you for always passing me tas, which i love to do. Thank you for your friendship. Hope we meet someday! Gorgeusly, Sheng.
- this card has a note at the back – FROM RIGA with LOVE!
Thank you so much Mommy Sheng. You just don’t know how happy I am when i got hold these cards. I also wish that we meet in the future.
Together with these cards, are 4 other postcards from other parts of the world: Germany, Norway, and Finland. Thanks to postcrossing. Check out the cards HERE am going to post them there after this.
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