I aksed for another 30 minutes because I was so fascinated by the number of comments i had in my Shoot Me entry as well as i need to check out this slipcovers my friend is tell me about .  I think the caption on my shirt caught the readers fancy than my big and tired smile. lol!  But i love that! But honestly i did not make that pose for the caption on the shirt. I just realized the funny message the caption is giving only after i posted the pic. lol!

One commentor said that maybe it’s for my husband, boyfriend, or partner or whatever — well the message is not for anybody. I just happen to buy the shirt with that caption. But if ever i have a partner whom i need to relay a message like that, well i just better tell him than sending him the message through what i wear. lol!

I know many will agree with me that internet is addicting.  If one disagrees then try to convince me why internet use is not addicting.  Being a regular user of the net is like having  a daily or hourly dose of coffee.  Coffee is also addicting because of the caffeine in it.  Likewise Internet is addicting because of the wide possibilities of what we can do online.

If one is not playing online, then he or she can just be plainly browsing.  Browsing for what?  There are so much to browse about – articles or things that can do good for you or that can do damage to your well being.  There are those who browse to shop.  They are the ones who hates the mall crowds.  Since there are many shops who also offer great deals even in online purchase so, shopaholics just love the idea.  I just checked out the Cyber Monday deals and oh my, am almost tempted to buzz a friend to buy me the HP Photosmart M525 digital camera that is worth 50 dollars but thinking of the balance for my lap top, made me let go of the idea.  For sure this is not the only Cyber Monday for this year.  There’s still the Black Friday to look forward to or there is also the trip am trying to save up for.

Going back to the addicting feeling, there are really people who feel very weak and timid when they can’t get online in 24 hours.  They are especially the ones who are addicted to online games even just the friendly network games i.e. Facebook games.  Personally i accept that am almost addicted to FB just for connecting with friends but i was not addicted to the games.  I find myself FB distracting me from my online tasks and even my non-online tasks.

Oh well, internet is good but when starts to feel like he or she can’t eat, sleep nor get relaxed because he or she can’t be online, then that is one of the symptoms of internet addiction.

That is a part of the wasted grapes i harvested earlier.  But as i tried to clean up the waste i discovered that i can directly plow into the dried waste.  It’s a great discovery for me.  This is the second time my grapes plantation gone into waste and everytime i clean it up i click on the sickle.  Now that i know na pwede na pala mag plow agad, so next time i would click on the plow instrument to cover up the waste. wehehehe

My farm makes me forget some of my stresses in life and it inspires me that even though in real life i don’t have a single cent in saving, but here in my farm, i have a money of more than a hundred thousand.   I am aiming to earn and save a million.  I hope in months time maging millionaire na ako. bwahahaha

Now am off to work. 

Ever since i started paid post, today is the first Friday that i got the smallest amount.    Since i deleted my other blog from SR, kunti nalang ang oppss na nakuha ko.  Oh well, i should not get sad. Because a dollar is a dollar and 1 or 2 dollars is better than zero.  Right?

I was only qualified for one pay out with PU.  Buti nalang i did the 2 SR jobs kahapon or else 5 lang talaga makuha ko today. hehehe.  But i felt like posting oppss, so ayon, i got a total of 15. Yeah, that’s fifteen and i can’t pick that from the streets.

One thing though that made me smile this morning when i checked my mailbox, is an assignment notification from blogvertise.   See!  I should think now na kahit i will not be earning more than 100 per payout pero sure that i will be receive more than one dollar. so sure na jud ang 100 pesos. hahahaaha

That what I read this evening here.  And i think that if I am the one who initiates the break-up then their 5 SIMPLE RULES are simply right and even i don’t need to do them to get over a person who i broke up with.  But if am the one being ditched then it’s a different story.  So here’s my response or reaction to the rules.  You can go to see the article first before you read my points below.

5 SIMPLE RULES:

1.  Ride off to the sunset.
Yeah i can do that when it was the other party who breaks up with me.  I emote out there. I think and I cry my heart out . First or second it still left me grieving because i am missing him so much but after 5 times, i feel am getting better.   Now if i was the one who break up with my partner — i don’t need to ride off to the sunset.

2. Apply the Wizard of Oz effect.
Well it does not work well with all the time.  If i break up with someone because am mad at him or maybe because of third party, i can surely show him that am happy without him.  Not because i want to but because i want him to realized it was wrong for him to do that mistake.  If someone i love breakup with me? I can’t apply that rule really.  I even wrote him what i feel – write to him daily. lol!

3.  Enact the verb in “Breaking UP”
If i don’t like him anymore to the max that i abhore him, then all the stuff pertaining to him has to go.  But if it’s someone i love…it has to stay until i get over.  I even kept lovenotes and some memorablia that i can go back to anytime when i have tons of free time. lol!  I keep loveletters scrapbook.

4. Don’t Look Back.
When i really feel for the person, i can’t help to do that. Though i try my bset to go out or take some measures in order not to look back, i still can.  But if it’s someone i hate, then i don’t look back.  But if am angry in the breakup, i tend to think that i should not be mad or angry because at one time, there was a good time – so i still can look back.  Looking back is not really bad. 

5.  Remember you’ll get over it.
breaking up with someone i love? yeah i know for sure i can get over the break-up.  coz i’ve been there.
breaking up with someone that i stopped caring anymore? it was so quick getting over him. lol

Now let me try to answer the questions at the end of the article:

So, do you agree with these rules? No i don’t except number 5 because it all depends on the type of person you break up with.

Do you have any nightmare breakup stories? The heartache? ohh alot. hahaha

If a guy you dumped followed these rules, would you start reconsidering?
No. I never dumped someone unless i still love him or feel for him.  Once i let him out of my life, he can never come back anymore. (have been doing that since then and til this time, still doing it. i dunno in the future if i can change my stand on “reconsidering.”

Would you be annoyed if you dumped a guy and he didn’t get upset?
No never. I really don’t care if he gets upset or not because once i dumped someone then it means i stopped caring anymore.

that is what i really feel this moment. the news reached me that the rebels has entered the city and they are now in Tipanoy, one of the barangay in the city (western side). am alone at home. mom and dimple joined the revelation seminar.

i thought that it will be getting alright although the class will still be suspended as of tomorrow. but for us, we have the option to report to work as long as the students will not have classes. i went to work this afternoon. school vicinity was ok although the big gate is not opened anymore. all people getting into the hospital are being inspected.

haii really am scared now. it’s my aunt, mom’s sister who stays across my house, who came to tell me that it was announced on the radio that they are already in. she asked me if i was listening to the radio and i told her we don’t have radio. anyway, i dunno what to do now. should we go to cagayan de oro but the problem is where would we stay? though we have relatives tehre but surely can’t accommodate us all in. well, whatever. i just want to pour out what i feel now. i am so scared. the beating of my heart is so loud that can hear it. my hands are a bit shaky. wish it is just me then i will fly and go very far but i have mom and dimple to take care of. i dunno what’s up with my brother’s family but i hope that whatever happens they too think hard on what to do to keep the kids and their lives safe.

i would reallly like to solicit your prayers.  i would appreciate it very much if you can whisper a prayer for this little town of Iligan.  Pray for everyone – that civilians be kept safe, and the enemies – they will have a heart to stop the war now.  wahhh am crying now. huhuhuhu

anywhere here’s what i made for a PMF Fest entry – A WACKY ENTRY but honestly i dunno how to go in there now to post this. So just here nalang and i hope aeirin can see it:

though i was busy yesterday but i was able to pick up my 5th withdrawal blog earnings.  For the 4th time i’ve been using Xoom services though it’s 3 dollars more on service fee than paypal to bank account (EON) which is 5 dollars – well, at xoom it will just take you several minutes wait and then you can pick up your money.  And with the little money, i was able to pay up my more than 2 months telephone bill.  Thinking about that gives me much relief.

another thing to note is that this blog was approved by PayU2blog.com and though i was not able to log in the past days because of password error, for now, i was able to and yipeee even though there are no oopss yet, am just happy to think that am now a certified PayU2blog member.  i hope and pray that when i checked my account again meron ng oopsss. hehehehee

For now, my baby is up and active and very very hard headed at times. I often joked with her that I will put her back inside my tummy if i can’t bear her ugali anymore. hahaha

By the way, i think my case was not a “teen-age” pregnancy but early adulthood pregnancy. It was like am physiologically ready to be pregnant but not yet emotionally.

Am on the run but before I will do so let me say to friends who dropped comments that I will get back to you later tonight or anytime of the day if I can. I am going now to Cagayan de Oro for the last day before the burial of my mom’s brother. I guess am the only one they waited for. I was just so busy at work. Still busy today but I have to make a 14 hrs leave. Our family always have this mini-reunion when someone dies. Death in our family naturally can caused us sadness but it’s more on happy feeling because you get to see people you haven’t seen for a long time.

It was my washing time last night – i finished around past 12 and I was so sleepy so I missed Yen’s meme: QOTW! Saddddddddd me. But hopefully next week I can join. I thought of grabbing the questions now but really am running out of time.

But later in the day (i am not sure) if things will be boring out there, I will lgo try to find a net bar and get back online to blog or bloghop. ok?

Wish you all a nice Thursday!

Smileeeeeeeee I guess i have many reasons to smile today. I woke up feeling fine enough to meet the day with a smile. I know today would be real different from the previous days when pressure was holding me on the neck.

For the information of everyone, today is the last day of the inspection actually they will be done this morning. The exit conference will be at 11 am and then off they go to Cagayan de Oro after lunch to catch their 4 pm flight back to Manila and further. Then all will be back to normal. We will just wait again for the next agency to come but i think it will not be for the next couple of months.

At home too, the people are busy but with happiness. My nephew from a cousin will graduate today. He stopped schooling for many years but when my Mom decided to get him to be her buddy and at the same time give him back the chance to study. So, after 4 long years — he is done! He will graduate today and he is glad his parents came to attend with 2 of his younger brothers. I asked my cousin how many kids does he have, he said he has 10 and only his son who is with us graduated highschool. I heard mom talking to him last night, advising him to really send his kids to school.

The last but not the least, this is sth that made my smile really stretch from side to side — i got some good amount sent to my paypal today. hehehehehe. I am glad it come and I will visit the bank later today for assistance because I thought of spending my first Paypal withdrawal on sth good for me and dimple. yahooooo!