That is a part of the wasted grapes i harvested earlier. But as i tried to clean up the waste i discovered that i can directly plow into the dried waste. It’s a great discovery for me. This is the second time my grapes plantation gone into waste and everytime i clean it up i click on the sickle. Now that i know na pwede na pala mag plow agad, so next time i would click on the plow instrument to cover up the waste. wehehehe
My farm makes me forget some of my stresses in life and it inspires me that even though in real life i don’t have a single cent in saving, but here in my farm, i have a money of more than a hundred thousand. 
I am aiming to earn and save a million. I hope in months time maging millionaire na ako. bwahahaha
Now am off to work. 
Ever since i started paid post, today is the first Friday that i got the smallest amount. Since i deleted my other blog from SR, kunti nalang ang oppss na nakuha ko. Oh well, i should not get sad. Because a dollar is a dollar and 1 or 2 dollars is better than zero. Right?
I was only qualified for one pay out with PU. Buti nalang i did the 2 SR jobs kahapon or else 5 lang talaga makuha ko today. hehehe. But i felt like posting oppss, so ayon, i got a total of 15. Yeah, that’s fifteen and i can’t pick that from the streets.
One thing though that made me smile this morning when i checked my mailbox, is an assignment notification from blogvertise. See! I should think now na kahit i will not be earning more than 100 per payout pero sure that i will be receive more than one dollar. so sure na jud ang 100 pesos. hahahaaha
That what I read this evening here. And i think that if I am the one who initiates the break-up then their 5 SIMPLE RULES are simply right and even i don’t need to do them to get over a person who i broke up with. But if am the one being ditched then it’s a different story. So here’s my response or reaction to the rules. You can go to see the article first before you read my points below.
5 SIMPLE RULES:
1. Ride off to the sunset.
Yeah i can do that when it was the other party who breaks up with me. I emote out there. I think and I cry my heart out . First or second it still left me grieving because i am missing him so much but after 5 times, i feel am getting better. Now if i was the one who break up with my partner — i don’t need to ride off to the sunset.
2. Apply the Wizard of Oz effect.
Well it does not work well with all the time. If i break up with someone because am mad at him or maybe because of third party, i can surely show him that am happy without him. Not because i want to but because i want him to realized it was wrong for him to do that mistake. If someone i love breakup with me? I can’t apply that rule really. I even wrote him what i feel – write to him daily. lol!
3. Enact the verb in “Breaking UP”
If i don’t like him anymore to the max that i abhore him, then all the stuff pertaining to him has to go. But if it’s someone i love…it has to stay until i get over. I even kept lovenotes and some memorablia that i can go back to anytime when i have tons of free time. lol! I keep loveletters scrapbook.
4. Don’t Look Back.
When i really feel for the person, i can’t help to do that. Though i try my bset to go out or take some measures in order not to look back, i still can. But if it’s someone i hate, then i don’t look back. But if am angry in the breakup, i tend to think that i should not be mad or angry because at one time, there was a good time – so i still can look back. Looking back is not really bad.
5. Remember you’ll get over it.
breaking up with someone i love? yeah i know for sure i can get over the break-up. coz i’ve been there.
breaking up with someone that i stopped caring anymore? it was so quick getting over him. lol
Now let me try to answer the questions at the end of the article:
So, do you agree with these rules? No i don’t except number 5 because it all depends on the type of person you break up with.
Do you have any nightmare breakup stories? The heartache? ohh alot. hahaha
If a guy you dumped followed these rules, would you start reconsidering?
No. I never dumped someone unless i still love him or feel for him. Once i let him out of my life, he can never come back anymore. (have been doing that since then and til this time, still doing it. i dunno in the future if i can change my stand on “reconsidering.”
Would you be annoyed if you dumped a guy and he didn’t get upset?
No never. I really don’t care if he gets upset or not because once i dumped someone then it means i stopped caring anymore.
Tags: break-up tips, dating 101, friendship, heartaches, life, Love, love story, relationship, separation, young people
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that is what i really feel this moment. the news reached me that the rebels has entered the city and they are now in Tipanoy, one of the barangay in the city (western side). am alone at home. mom and dimple joined the revelation seminar.
i thought that it will be getting alright although the class will still be suspended as of tomorrow. but for us, we have the option to report to work as long as the students will not have classes. i went to work this afternoon. school vicinity was ok although the big gate is not opened anymore. all people getting into the hospital are being inspected.
haii really am scared now. it’s my aunt, mom’s sister who stays across my house, who came to tell me that it was announced on the radio that they are already in. she asked me if i was listening to the radio and i told her we don’t have radio. anyway, i dunno what to do now. should we go to cagayan de oro but the problem is where would we stay? though we have relatives tehre but surely can’t accommodate us all in. well, whatever. i just want to pour out what i feel now. i am so scared. the beating of my heart is so loud that can hear it. my hands are a bit shaky. wish it is just me then i will fly and go very far but i have mom and dimple to take care of. i dunno what’s up with my brother’s family but i hope that whatever happens they too think hard on what to do to keep the kids and their lives safe.
i would reallly like to solicit your prayers. i would appreciate it very much if you can whisper a prayer for this little town of Iligan. Pray for everyone – that civilians be kept safe, and the enemies – they will have a heart to stop the war now. wahhh am crying now. huhuhuhu
anywhere here’s what i made for a PMF Fest entry – A WACKY ENTRY but honestly i dunno how to go in there now to post this. So just here nalang and i hope aeirin can see it:
though i was busy yesterday but i was able to pick up my 5th withdrawal blog earnings. For the 4th time i’ve been using Xoom services though it’s 3 dollars more on service fee than paypal to bank account (EON) which is 5 dollars – well, at xoom it will just take you several minutes wait and then you can pick up your money. And with the little money, i was able to pay up my more than 2 months telephone bill. Thinking about that gives me much relief.
another thing to note is that this blog was approved by PayU2blog.com and though i was not able to log in the past days because of password error, for now, i was able to and yipeee even though there are no oopss yet, am just happy to think that am now a certified PayU2blog member. i hope and pray that when i checked my account again meron ng oopsss. hehehehee
I watched a bit of Sharon last night. I just came in from dinner with friends (after the graduation program) and I got home tired and hot due to the weather. I decided to sit down a bit to watch the program. It was about Teenage Pregnancy. One question that caught my attention was when Sharon Cuneta asked the girls if the thought of “abortion” or letting go of fetus “ever” crossed their mind. Two of the girls said yes, but due to guilt, can’t do it. And the other one said “never” because of her too much love towards the baby’s father. Now, the 3 ladies interviewed were celebrities in the world of Philippine movie industry and I thought if sth happens to any of them like this, they can never think anything like that coz “money” could never be a problem. But the two girls have good reasons why at one point they thought that way.
Well, i’ve been there. If Sharon is able to ask me the same question then I would answer “yes.” But because of horrible thoughts of the outcome afterwards – i have to garbage the thought. But I can still clearly remember when I said yes and that was the time when my mom asked me this, “so, what’s your plan now.” I replied right away, “i’m letting it go.” Mom then replied, “if that’s your decision then go ahead. I will call your aunts to assist you.” Right away the aunts were called. When they arrived at our home, I asked them about the procedure, how many days, what to drink or take, will i be sick or what. They replied, “the procedure will take 2 weeks.” It was like my mouth got cut in the middle when i shouted — “whattttttttttttttttttttt?” I called my mom into my bedroom and said, “pls tell them to go home. i don’t wanna let this fetus go anymore. Am scared. I’d better face the consequence of hardship of rearing this baby than facing the guilt feeling forever.” Mom let my aunts go. hehehhe
For now, my baby is up and active and very very hard headed at times. I often joked with her that I will put her back inside my tummy if i can’t bear her ugali anymore. hahaha
By the way, i think my case was not a “teen-age” pregnancy but early adulthood pregnancy. It was like am physiologically ready to be pregnant but not yet emotionally.
Am on the run but before I will do so let me say to friends who dropped comments that I will get back to you later tonight or anytime of the day if I can. I am going now to Cagayan de Oro for the last day before the burial of my mom’s brother. I guess am the only one they waited for. I was just so busy at work. Still busy today but I have to make a 14 hrs leave. Our family always have this mini-reunion when someone dies. Death in our family naturally can caused us sadness but it’s more on happy feeling because you get to see people you haven’t seen for a long time.
It was my washing time last night – i finished around past 12 and I was so sleepy so I missed Yen’s meme: QOTW! Saddddddddd me. But hopefully next week I can join. I thought of grabbing the questions now but really am running out of time.
But later in the day (i am not sure) if things will be boring out there, I will lgo try to find a net bar and get back online to blog or bloghop. ok?
Wish you all a nice Thursday!
Smileeeeeeeee I guess i have many reasons to smile today. I woke up feeling fine enough to meet the day with a smile. I know today would be real different from the previous days when pressure was holding me on the neck.
For the information of everyone, today is the last day of the inspection actually they will be done this morning. The exit conference will be at 11 am and then off they go to Cagayan de Oro after lunch to catch their 4 pm flight back to Manila and further. Then all will be back to normal. We will just wait again for the next agency to come but i think it will not be for the next couple of months.
At home too, the people are busy but with happiness. My nephew from a cousin will graduate today. He stopped schooling for many years but when my Mom decided to get him to be her buddy and at the same time give him back the chance to study. So, after 4 long years — he is done! He will graduate today and he is glad his parents came to attend with 2 of his younger brothers. I asked my cousin how many kids does he have, he said he has 10 and only his son who is with us graduated highschool. I heard mom talking to him last night, advising him to really send his kids to school.
The last but not the least, this is sth that made my smile really stretch from side to side — i got some good amount sent to my paypal today. hehehehehe. I am glad it come and I will visit the bank later today for assistance because I thought of spending my first Paypal withdrawal on sth good for me and dimple. yahooooo!
Yaps. Had a sleepless night. I was up almost all night on the net but my mind was blank on what to write or post on my two main blogs. What I did was upload pictures in my friendster account (pics of the gathering the other day) and also blogged there. I posted a 1 day diary and that’s my latest entry at my friendster blog. While doing these things, I was also fervently hoping he would come by at least say a hi if he can’t stay long to talk about anything. But he never did. I went to bed with the same color and tears fell on my pillow.
He occupied my mind when I woke up this morning. I woke up with a heavy heart. I also cried in my sleep because I dreamed of my sister. I feel better now about my sister because we already talked just 30 minutes ago. She is fine. So only one thing left. It’s all about my love. I am hoping that all will be sort out ok today. Am really hoping because I can’t stand the hurt. And when am hurt my capacity to understand will be limitted and even gone at times. I then felt left out and alone and insecure. Being insecure is one thing in my life that I would not like to stay. Yaps, i have many instances i felt insecure or useless but when am not hurt or in pain, I can always think of the positive side and I feel better.
Well, as of this moment, am still thinking positive and writing this out makes me feel 1% better. Thanks for friends out there who offered to be listeners. Thanks for being there. But I would like to sort this out with him first before I can confer it with my family and friends. It’s not being secretive. It’s about trying to solve the problem alone muna.
