Site Hopping

The power was off from 12 noon to 2 pm. The office was dark except for the lights that came in through the windows and glass doors. Now that it came back, I will do some research on best testosterone cream and also research on the latest Maksim video.

It was Valentine’s day yesterday and it was just like any ordinary days. And it was ok. The difference is just that i registered into a new business venture – The Vmobile Technologies. I will make another post about that later.

I still feel that love is in the air but i miss someone so much so i kept listening to Maksim’s Somewhere in Time.

This is just so wonderfully played. Thanks to youtube or else i will never have the chance to listen to this beautiful piece unless i buy the disc.

Wordless Wednesday

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Deafening Silence

Silence.

No words.

You let go of me?

No words.

Yet i felt it.

For now, all are just speculations.

But it’s all the same.

Communication was already dead.

I tried moving on.

But last night i realized i have not yet moved on

Even a bit because  i have not yet let go.

I have promised i won’t let go.

You promised you won’t ever let me go no matter what

But i guess you are.

Am not letting you go (as promised)

BUT AM JUST MOVING ON.

It’s now time to move on.

Thank you for the 5 years.

They were long 5 years.

Happy and challenging 5 years.

…

Am just here.

…

Am so tired now.  Am drained emotionally and physically.

Got a long list of day’s activities.

I wanna sleep now and sleep forever.

Feeling Mushy

“When you feel alone, just look at the spaces between your fingers and remember that’s where mine fit perfectly.”

I grabbed that from a friend’s shout out box in Facebook.  It sounds so cute and ohhh i feel mushy and makes me miss someone so much.  That someone not blood related to me. hahaha and am sure ya know what i mean.  I think it’s just normal for me  to feel (sometime) am missing someone who does not really miss me at all.  So what i will do i will just put in my right hand into that space of the left hand and think — life must go on.

Good evening, everyone!

Final Resting Place

I was late at the grave site yet managed to take these photos:

Goodnight, Kuya!

funeral service {in church}

Sorry for posting photos galore today.  But since i can’t post an album in my facebook so am doing it here so i can share the link in my facebook shoutbox.

I am so very sleepy now plus am not feeling so well (clog nose) so am sharing some of the funeral service photos.  Please forgive the poor reception my camera had done but it’s all i can make of:

Moments at the gravesite will follow tomorrow.  Katulgon na jud ko.

Lenten Memories

I grew up remembering holy week as 2 days holiday (non schooling and non working).  So holy Thursday and Friday are spent for play when i was in primary school, and relaxation days when i was in highschool.  But my favorite memory is when i was in college.  For the last 2 years of my college life, holy week was spent traveling.

I had my first time experience of traveling with a companion.   I really felt lucky to have a guy like that during that time who enabled to experience travel full of freedom – meaning the time was just ours alone.  No scheds to follow.  We first visited Camiguin and then the 2nd year, we went to Davao City.  Both trips were unforgetable.  Most of the time we found ourselves going around each of those places.

During the holy Friday in Camiguin, we found ourselves on foot because there was no transpo that day.   We made friends  with 4 other ladies when at the end, i was mad at them because i felt they are trying to seduce my boyfriend. lol!  Unforgetable moments in Camiguin was at the white island.  We took a lot of photos.  That time dgcamera does not exist in our world yet, so we used up 2 rolls of films that time.   I still have copies (hard copy) of them in my album.

In Davao, we found ourselves at the top of the Hill (i think it’s called San Pedro) where there was the crucifixion and i saw there were many people who fainted and they said that they fainted because of spirits.  I don’t have photos taken during the Davao trip.

Haii wish those times will come back.  I mean how i wish for a moment i can go back to that time — me in my age that time, my vital statistics, my looks, my carefree life (sort of)…oh well, am just reminiscing.

Camiguin is really a memorable place for me.  When i had the visit there again last year (Labor day holiday), so much memories came back to my mind.  I had more pics last year compared to 1993 – so let me share here some shots i love:

Camiguin at a distance.  We traveled there at broad daylight unlike long tiem ago, we had to catch up the last barge trip going to the island.

Some of my companions last year.  I traveled attached to the GenEd faculty.   The trip many years ago was just me and my guy – so there were only 2 of us compared to the many of us last year.

I have a photo of myself at this spot – with Mt. Hibok-hibok as the background.  I was wearing a red shirt and slacks.  And there were only around 6 people in the island.  Contrary to last year, the place is full there were even vendors selling food and shell decoratives.

Today?  Am sure there are more people there compared to last year. 

LINKY LOVE TO THE FIRST COMMENTATOR:

Kerslyn

Poem of Friendship

Thank you Jen, for sharing. Hugsss.

We need friends for many reasons,
all throughout the season.
We need friends to comfort us
when we are sad,
and to have fun with us when we are glad.

We need friends to give us good advice,
We need someone we can count on,
and treat us nice.

We need friends to remember us
one we have passed
sharing memories that will always last.

Spread the poem of friendship.

1. Everyday Life 2. Words of Love 3. Sheng’s Simple Thoughts . . . 4 My Wonderful Life ….5. Woman Style 6. Scribbles of My Life 7. In This Game of Life 8. The Shopaholic In Me Deviously Creative 9. Doll Me Up 10. Living the Healthy Life 11. Mind Bubbles 12. Vanity Kit 13. Stripe&Yellow 14. Something Purple 15. Em’s Detour 16. 100%Kelly 17. Underneath It All 18. Cellulitic Bliss 19. Joys in Life 20. Healthy Lifestyle 21. Dancing in Midlife Tune 22. your BLOG/S

Am sharing this poem all my blogger friends.  Please come by and grab this and add your blog/s to the list.

Enjoy!  Good noon!  Happy eating lunch.

When SAHMone Speaks # 18

What would you do if you found out that your partner cheats on you? It’s easier to say “goodbye bunot” right away, but maybe after the ecstatic reaction, i will mellow and then think.  Then once am sober i will call up for a heart to heart dialogue with my partner.  Next thing, I want to see the girl. hehehe.  If it can’t be fixed anymore, then maybe i will leave him at that and then i will think on what will i do.  Still take him or leave him.

Breaking Up is Easy to Do?

That what I read this evening here.  And i think that if I am the one who initiates the break-up then their 5 SIMPLE RULES are simply right and even i don’t need to do them to get over a person who i broke up with.  But if am the one being ditched then it’s a different story.  So here’s my response or reaction to the rules.  You can go to see the article first before you read my points below.

5 SIMPLE RULES:

1.  Ride off to the sunset.
Yeah i can do that when it was the other party who breaks up with me.  I emote out there. I think and I cry my heart out . First or second it still left me grieving because i am missing him so much but after 5 times, i feel am getting better.   Now if i was the one who break up with my partner — i don’t need to ride off to the sunset.

2. Apply the Wizard of Oz effect.
Well it does not work well with all the time.  If i break up with someone because am mad at him or maybe because of third party, i can surely show him that am happy without him.  Not because i want to but because i want him to realized it was wrong for him to do that mistake.  If someone i love breakup with me? I can’t apply that rule really.  I even wrote him what i feel – write to him daily. lol!

3.  Enact the verb in “Breaking UP”
If i don’t like him anymore to the max that i abhore him, then all the stuff pertaining to him has to go.  But if it’s someone i love…it has to stay until i get over.  I even kept lovenotes and some memorablia that i can go back to anytime when i have tons of free time. lol!  I keep loveletters scrapbook.

4. Don’t Look Back.
When i really feel for the person, i can’t help to do that. Though i try my bset to go out or take some measures in order not to look back, i still can.  But if it’s someone i hate, then i don’t look back.  But if am angry in the breakup, i tend to think that i should not be mad or angry because at one time, there was a good time – so i still can look back.  Looking back is not really bad. 

5.  Remember you’ll get over it.
breaking up with someone i love? yeah i know for sure i can get over the break-up.  coz i’ve been there.
breaking up with someone that i stopped caring anymore? it was so quick getting over him. lol

Now let me try to answer the questions at the end of the article:

So, do you agree with these rules? No i don’t except number 5 because it all depends on the type of person you break up with.

Do you have any nightmare breakup stories? The heartache? ohh alot. hahaha

If a guy you dumped followed these rules, would you start reconsidering?
No. I never dumped someone unless i still love him or feel for him.  Once i let him out of my life, he can never come back anymore. (have been doing that since then and til this time, still doing it. i dunno in the future if i can change my stand on “reconsidering.”

Would you be annoyed if you dumped a guy and he didn’t get upset?
No never. I really don’t care if he gets upset or not because once i dumped someone then it means i stopped caring anymore.